Inner Problems

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I have problems with myself
I really need them to go
But the how or the when
I really don't know
I see myself failing
A flaw in my mind
It's easier to see me
Wrong all the time
I look at the way
Of the people around me
I feel like it's hopeless
But I try to agree
I can't hold my trust for
Some people for long
I'm sometimes paranoid
And it's annoyingly strong
Relief only comes
When I share of my mind
Seeking out comforting words
All the time
Relief only comes when I release the thought
And someone can tell that it's not that
But fear then comes knocking
The fear that they lied
And fear that I'm hated
In secret denied
This mind always working
It's weighing me down
My vision gets blurry
In circles, I turn
O why can't I trust
That I know the true picture?
I know I'm in need
Of applying more scripture
I'm praying to God
Release this my load
This great accumulation
Of troubles, I've towed
I live in my mind
Which is one of a kind
Not forgiving myself
For the failures, I've tried
I thought that the old man
In me had done died
But it's fighting for dominance
And of great inconvenience
This battle a hassle
And major debacle
But not gonna let up
On the tackle
In time I'll find wisdom
That makes me true strong
In time I'll be carrying
Just victories along




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